tailfeather: (so pure)
2025-01-01 06:05 am
Entry tags:

open post, r o l e p l a y






The sun sets a trap
for the birds
and devours them in the evening
spitting out their shadows

- Anise Koltz




tailfeather: (and you turn)
2023-11-11 05:50 am
Entry tags:

p e r m i s s i o n s






PLAYER

NAME: S.
CONTACT: PM to this journal, ask for plurk.
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: CEST/CET, usually online my evenings, rarely my nights, thus pretty slow with tags, though I strive for one tag per day at the least.
BRACKETS/PROSE: Prose preference for this character. Will match, however.
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: N/A.

IN CHARACTER

PHYSICAL AFFECTION: After having lived half her life as a bird, Odette has grown a bit skittish about proximity and physical contact. You'll need to earn her trust, before she won't try to avoid it.
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Minor things are fine, ask before major injury.
RELATIONSHIPS: F/M & F/F both fine. I generally play her as having had something with Odile as well as Siegfried. One-sided attraction from Rothbart is also implied in my backstory for her.
PSYCHIC & PSIONIC INFORMATION: Ask.
MAGICAL INFORMATION: Has been cursed to take a swan's shape from sunrise to sundown. Only resumes her own human form at night.
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: Sexual aggression implied between Rothbart and her, possibly also between Odile and her. Several other versions than the Danish has her committing suicide at the end of the ballet and although it's not entirely congruent with the RDB version of Swan Lake, I like to run with that in my understanding of her here as well, so warnings for that.

OUT OF CHARACTER

BACKTAGGING: Will try and backtag as much as possible, but due to RL I can lose drive and/or interest sometimes.
THREADHOPPING: Sure, if everyone's in on it.
FOURTHWALLING: Go for it.
NOT INTERESTED IN: Writing smut.

FIRST IMPRESSIONS

VISUAL: At night, a long-limbed, slender woman with a bird-like aura to her movements, blonde hair, blue eyes. During the day, a mute swan.
AURAL: Slightly hoarse, breathy voice that she rarely raises.
OLFACTORY: Spending a lot of time by or in the lake, she smells like fresh air and, less charmingly, a bit like mud and duckweed.
DEMEANOUR: She is the daughter of a queen and has since then been elected queen of the other swan maidens, so she has a distinct royal air about her. When not in swan form, she carries herself gracefully, although with a hint of bird to her movements. Due to her situation, there's also a certain caged desperation to be found in the way she moves, like every step is an attempt at escape.

NOTES

Although using Susanne Grinder as PB, this Odette is a mix of several versions, danced primarily by J'aime Crandall and Polina Semionova, and the version of the ballet which I take as canon for her is the Royal Danish Ballet 2015 production.


I can AU Odette into most (high) fantasy settings and fairy tales, I can modernize her upon request and I have a generic Star Wars AU available for her, too.


☆ code by kimmiserate



tailfeather: (look at it)
2023-05-23 03:38 pm

fic, r e c i p e






Take a spoonful of brackish water,
it is for balance,
then a pinch of dried reed,
two cups of duckweed,
the algae growing on wet stones
and mix it with the dust
of a single tailfeather,
that is the perfume you will wear,
that is the odour with which you shall be
announced.

To the swan,
it will smell lovely
and hateful to the human,
but your fate is sealed now, they say,
and the nose picking up on your scent
will forever be your own.
You will love your element,

and you will hate that you love your element.



tailfeather: (a love machine)
2019-11-06 05:06 pm

fic, m i r r o r m i r r o r






Not every mirror shows your true self,
authenticity is in the eyes of the beholder.
Still, her mirror image appears as
all black plumage, she’s sharp, pale
contours softened only by shade.

Her mirror image must, then, be wrong,
she can't be so close to disappearing.
Let her mirror image, then, be gone.

This sense of transparency reduces her
to a flittering show of feathers and flight.



tailfeather: (fast)
2019-11-05 08:40 pm

fic, a k i l l i n g






It only takes the pluck of a heartstring to reveal
exactly how vulnerable a person is, she thinks
and watches his fingers close around muscle,
ripping out her whole heart.



tailfeather: (dance)
2019-11-05 07:26 pm

fic, b l a c k






For everything white,
there is a glimpse of blackness.

Against a white backdrop,
the colour of her irises,
the darkness of her pupils,
the blackness of her shadow self,
mirroring her on the ground.

To possess your own shape,
she knows, that cannot be done
in whites or greys, no, only
in that one nuance,
black.

For everything white,
black.



tailfeather: (over the sky)
2019-11-04 08:12 pm

fic, d o w n






She is not a bird in the sense that birds are. They're not of the same species, the herons and the kingfishers. They're not the same, human hearts and owls.

Neither is she human in the sense that people are. They sleep in down-filled duvets, while she wakes up in feathers. He loves her only half the night, none of the day, when she has no breast he can lay his head on.

She is a bird insofar that she can give him down.

Woman insofar that she can make him want to lay his head on those instead.



tailfeather: (you're travelling)
2019-11-04 04:23 pm

fic, i






Not every move ends on a crescendo. Some roads extend into a softer note. The way to water sounds deceptively soft in your ears, the waves are kissing your feet now, human-like. She gets on eye level with the lake, the currents stealing her words, her final goodbye is heard by no one.

But the waterfowl, the waterfowl...



tailfeather: (like a bird)
2019-11-04 02:32 pm

fic, p l u r a l






Water, she learns, is in the plural form.

No matter how many they amount to,
her swan maidens and she, swans remain
outnumbered by the lake,
uncountable.



tailfeather: (look at it go)
2019-11-03 08:18 pm

fic, i i




Not every move has to end on a crescendo, certain kinds of motion ease into softer sounds.
The last thing she hears is the bursting of bubbles, algae in her hair, a familiar crying.
She hears the way the currents make her dance one more variation, with feet like bridges.
Crumbling.

Water washing you away is not crescending, rather you're becoming one such softer sound.



tailfeather: (look at it)
2019-05-19 06:50 pm

fic, c o m e m o r n i n g




Always, the morning comes too soon. Always.
Between the place into which the setting sun sinks and the place from where it rises again, there is no time. Only repetition.
Feather-shedding. A worrisome wait.
There is no time, her heart flutters like a caged bird, wingtip against iron. Bars, bars, bars.
There is no time.

Circular flight. Return to sender.



tailfeather: (you twist)
2019-05-13 09:06 pm

fic, q u e e n s




Odette thinks, the dowager queen birthed this body of water. Every wave splash is another shedding of tears. The lakeside abandoned, it is a land of no mothers. One queen knows not where to the other has disappeared. The queen (mother) knows not her daughter, the swan (queen) anymore.



tailfeather: (a cinematic dream)
2019-05-10 04:46 am

fic, h u m a n




Can one be too human?
Sunbeams turn the thought transparent. Too human.
Too human. Starlight finds it conceited.
Should she not celebrate that her heart has yet to grow feathery?



tailfeather: (so pure)
2019-01-04 03:12 pm

fic, w a t e r b o u n d




Along the lakeside, footprints from webbed feet, going in circles, around and around. Where the moonlight touched the mud first, they grow slender, they grow toes. Humanity in these footprints as there is humanity in her heart. The circle complete, she steers away from the waters. Even the rain can't keep her down now, counting the hours that pass by like strangers.



tailfeather: (fast)
2019-01-04 03:07 pm
Entry tags:

prompt table, f l a s h fiction and p o e t r y




001 Beginnings 002 Middles 003 Ends 004 Insides
005 Outsides 006 Past 007 Present 008 Future
009 First 010 Last 011 Only 012 Tears
013Laughter 014 Hope 015 Fear 016 Love
017 Lust 018 Truth 019 Lies 020 Clean
021 Dirty 022 Hands 023 Hair 024 Eyes
025 Skin 026 Blood 027 Bones 028 Naked
029 Perfume 030 Lipstick 031 Jewelry 032 Shoes
033 Ribbon 034 Hit 035 Hug 036 Kiss
037 Possession 038 Obsession 039 Conceal 040 Reveal
041 Wealth 042 Poverty 043 Dreams 044 Reality
045 Read 046 Write 047 Paint 048 Sing
049 Dance 050 Nurture 051 Destroy 052 Mother
053 Daughter 054 Sister 055 Friends 056 Enemies
057 Strangers 058 Morning 059 Afternoon 060 Evening
061 Birth 062 Death 063 Sound 064 Smell
065 Taste 066 Touch 067 Sight 068 Fire
069 Water 070 Earth 071 Air 072 Winter
073 Spring 074 Summer 075 Fall 076 Strawberries
077 Apple 078 Lemon 079 Red 080 Blue
081 White 082 Black 083 Here 084 There
085 Strength 086 Weakness 087 Courage 088 Cowardice
089 Dangerous 090 Comfort 091 Open 092 Closed
093 Choices 094 Lost 095 Found 096 Memories
097 Writer's Choice 098 Writer's Choice 099 Writer's Choice 100 Writer's Choice



tailfeather: (dance)
2018-04-08 01:13 am
Entry tags:

plot synopsis, s w a n l a k e (RDB 2015)








From the original program, translated from the Danish.
Excerpt from the ballet, here.





Act I

The King is dead and his son, the young Prince Siegfried, faces having to seize power in the country. His friend, Benno, the Jester and the Faculty with von Rothbart at its head celebrate him as their new king. The Queen informs him that it must now be time he finds a suitable bride. In court the melancholy prince is given a crossbow as a symbol of the beginning of his adulthood.

Siegfried goes to the woods. By the lakeside he sees the most beautiful, white swan and makes ready to shoot it, but in that very moment it transforms into a woman. She tells him that she along with the other swans are bewitched; by daylight they are swans, at night they take human form again. The spell can only be broken by a man who will love her and remain true.

Siegfried and the swan princess, Odette, fall deeply in love and she asks him to take a vow of fidelity. He vows eternal loyalty to her and promises never to break his oath. Von Rothbart shows up and Odette once again becomes a swan.



Act II

Prince Siegfried must choose a wife and the Queen arranges a ball to which she invites four princesses from Hungary, Russia, Spain and Italy respectively. The princesses dance for Siegfried, but none of them are to his liking.

Von Rothbart arrives at the party and presents the Prince with his daughter, Odile, who is dressed in black, but otherwise looks wholly like Odette. Siegfried now thinks that Odile is Odette and he vows eternal loyalty to her as well. Soon the Prince realises his fateful decision and von Rothbart triumphantly leaves with Odile.

By the forest lake, the swans are saddened and try to comfort Odette. Despairingly Siegfried finds Odette to ask for mercy and in a last, loving meeting, she forgives him. But von Rothbart's evil is stronger than their love and they must succumb to his power.